That is a matter of opinion and yes it does matter. Its like I see Bdot going around telling every one including myself ur music doesn’t have good playback ability so i listen to his new joint up until that second dude gets on and make a similar comment.
Now if i hadn’t had that experience and just heard the track knowing .nothing of dude my opinion would be different. If i had collabed with him and been on good terms i would be swayed in the opposite direction of liking his drops for the sake that he is a friend and artist I collab with, I have been there and that is the essence of dick riding. But not only was this not the case but his drop is about how he is so great, everyone else sucks, and people who r not cool with him now r out of luck. So i am not exactly giving unbiased feedback no matter how hard i tried.
Now i was the only feedback he got for days…and why is that? And it wasnt until i admitted my bias that the people started listening or at least responding. I really don’t think its all that bad but the type of song on top.of a strained disrespectful relationship thats what came out, and i really cant expect anything different for myself from him.
I have heard your music you said you made for radio that was mostly.cuss words and as I mentioned before shadowville artists r more like astral punching bags to me, where i will release songs i made for people in r/l but make them sound like i made them to insult them so all the feedback i get is similar to what i gave bdot so thats why it can only be taken serious. I cant tell you how many people have left shadowville over the years because of me but a shortlist is KayR, mr 99, Yung c, nasty flake, lucid, jah soldier, john gee, grim demize, droll, lil sam, etc etc.
Now of course i can’t take credit.for.all.these peeps but its like yung c, i.start. beefing and dude is gone only to return once a year. And in real life too, Soi started recording digital to respond to outspoken records, a local group my friend was in who was putting out sneak diss tracks because i.refused to dick ride or be their camera man, manager or investor. My response tracks pretty much destroyed their record label which was thriving until I started dropping.tracks on them.
So i haven’t exactly been making friends here but i really can’t trust anyone left to give unbiased feedback for the reasons listed above and because i am really not friends nor do i.collab with the 5-10 people left, any battle i do.agaisnt one of their friends wont matter if i drop a 1 in 100 dudes r already irritated with me so i have come to the conclusion whats the point.
So i do appreciate your feedback, yes maybe i cuss too much to be commercially viable, and perhaps my freestyles r too basic but go on youtube and listen to the radio, rarely do you hear anything else. My music is 100% what i think sounds good not taking into account lyricism you would really have to read and have inside information to understand, and thats why i feel i have outgrown these forums. No one mentions my exceptional emotional power of delivery or my complex backround layers, but why would they, they r already irritated and can barely sit through one verse.
I did much better when my music was 10x worse quality production in a diverse community like reverberation where i was pressured to make diverse songs because i had 12 year old girls leaving feedback, and i hardly cuss at all in my emotional tracks but there is little point releasing those here as it discredits what i am trying to do which is chaise off these angry haters who r too.good to listen to my sh*t lol.
But i feel like i have matured and this place no longer is productive so maybe i have finally been chaised off myself, by myself. Damn another man down this community cant really take another lol.