i havnt dropped a track on here in about a month, so i figured i'd post this up
let me know what you think, I will return feed
lyrics:
see ive been searching for a long time
like whats my purpose honestly i dnt think i ever find
a place where i dnt feel so worthless im hurtin everynight
these days i dnt feel no importance is put on my life
when im spending every minute writing and sitting alone
and old friends is prentending that i dnt even really know
me and i was poppular had a lot of em yo
none of em hit me up or even drop a text on a phone
and its probly my fault cause i was distant for a while
i was going through a lot but im different its over now
and along the way i grew a better person i show it proud
but somehow i feel so blue i hardly ever show a smile
wicked this friction is growing, inflicted get a grip and just hold it
inside dnt give in keep rolling, cause when im slipping I trip fall in
like an incompatitant doctor cause i dnt hav a lot of patients
sometimes my anger just rages and tears a hole in me like guages
i went through some phases days when i just hated
everybody around me was rude jaded and blatant
trying create a better me and improve my act
evaluate myself rechoose my path
break away and make moves down this track
looking for brighter future but i dnt lose the past
(V2)
its like how did i get to this situtation im in
when did i begin this descent see im breaking within
need to mend and extend but ive been chasing the wind
trying to change who i am im barely breaking the skin
faced with this sin pain erased with this pen
enlaced in this spin hoping i make it in end
trying to fight it but under this weight i stay pinned
my soul if finally enlightened but its too late i cant win
impressions left in me when depression kept me empty
a lesson to test my well being reckless i guess it just me
i was feeling so low down in depths assending
rapper from my set flex they envy stay upset and dnt get me
cause i obviously deserve it and yet they wont give me
the time of day but ill find a way see theres greatness within me
(V3)
you see this music is a blessing to me
when im about to lose it and im stretched on my knees
I play a beat and my stress it just leaves
when i feel like dying it just lets me breath
a second of relief as this ink feels this page
it sets me from my grief its the reason today
I can stand as a man and instead of bleeding in pain
my first love and my worst drug i need it to maintain
i was slipping like slides hip hop saved my life
cause i was wishing id die and that just isnt right
so skillful with flow potentiol i know
cause im only fiften but my skills show im dope
and all that i have its this pencil and yo
it gives me the strength to straight get on and go
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